{packing}

One giant puzzle. That's what packing a car with my entire life feels like. Everything seems essential, and I do not trust shipping.
"Do you have to take your books?"
"Yep."
"Is bringing your cactus absolutely necessary?"
"Mhmm."
I ignored my family's attempts to explain that it was not physically possible to fit my many boxes of necessary crap into the car. BUT ALAS, IT HAS BEEN DONE.
Truthfully, I had my doubts about halfway through. But a bit of repackaging and reorganizing and the job was finished. Thankfully it didn't take as long as I thought it would; the heat and humidity got to me quickly. Walking outside felt like stepping into a lukewarm swimming pool.

{project completed}

These past few weeks I've felt so ready to move on to this new phase. The transition from high school to college has seemed so natural, and I couldn't be more excited for the independence and freedom coming my way. But my last day here in Minnesota has brought on the feels; neighbors, friends, and family members have all popped in to say goodbye and happy birthday, showering me with gifts, hugs and so much love. I realize how lucky I've been to grow up in such a caring environment, and it's inexplicably strange to think that tonight is my last night here for another 4.5 months. My brother is already planning his takeover of my room.

But at the same time, I know I really am ready to start my college journey at Mount Holyoke and become the confident, empowered woman that I have seen in each student and alum. I am ready to meet people from all over the world and make friendships that will last a lifetime. I am ready to pursue my academic passions and change the freaking world.
South Hadley, here I come!